briefly, because i am off to see if the mighty U's can get into the FA cup first round, the day went something like this (for those of you - if any - who care about this embryionic romance).. I got in early but she was busy.. and more busy all day. i wandered about and spotted her helping someone (she smiled and waived) then later her email said she was stuck and couldn't see me till tomorrow. so i parked my car next to hers and made sure she got the pressies i had for her. also made sure she knows that i dont want to hassle her at all but i want to see her and will persist (persistance is useless.. oh no it isn't) ok so today i decided. i want this person in my life, it may take a while, it may never happen, but that's what i want. and its good to know what i want at last. also i enjoyed writing today and i want to be a writer as well as a teacher. so that's 2 things learnt. and i want to stop worrying about my job. my check came through, they know all about me now and i know they know. so if i can get through the next few days without a) getting sacked b) letting her know that i have fallen helplessly in love with her and c)there is no c then i think i will have done alright and might actually relax.

don't hold your breath but if you care please cross your fingers or say a prayer for me
ta!