CMK makes me feel anonymous. Perhaps its just that everyone is simply focussed on their shopping tasks and perhaps its because so many of the people in there are under 25 but as i wandered around i felt like a ghost, unseen and unnoticed - not a bad feeling but just a bit strange. bought new clothes fairly painlessly, even shoes - first ones i tried on. In and out in under an hour but just £130 poorer..

the tired grotty feeling of this morning is now explained by the appearance of a headcold and a tickly cough, could be worse timing but if i feel bad saturday morning im not sure whether i'll want to go to gloucester.

feel tired this morning.. not sleeping very well and its bringing the attacks back. Is this the result of being alone again? Its difficult to tell. Very brief this morning - not much to say and I have to go to MK to use the library and try and get my travel grant sorted. The trip to Portugal could cost around £600 and it would be nice to get as much of that paid back as possible. Its cold and damp today - autumn is here.