i feel very sad today. My girl and I have split up after three years and nearly three months most of which has been wonderful and some of which has been difficult. She is lovely and a really kind and loving person who deserves a much better person than me to spend the rest of her life with. She is honest, true, beautiful, funny, creative, brave, and silly and I still love her loads. But I can't see how we could be together for ever and i don't want the same things as her. So it seems the best thing to go our seperate ways and to try and stay best friends. I hope we can, she is very special and I hope she finds someone worthy of her.